Wednesday, July 2, 2008

John 14:1

It isn't easy crossing age of 21 because you need to face the fact that you're going into adulthood. What the hack? Yep, that's my initial thought when I spent time reflecting. Thoughts just came in one after another. Calling, Career, Studying degree(s), Finding a spouse (gets irritating when your mom nagged or say things like "perhaps my boy is a gay?"), Managing well my finance, Saving up for future use, etc.

Perhaps I just started work, so naturally I gave much thought about my career. What am I going to do in the next 10 years of my contract? Continue to be a Specialist and going on to "Encik"? (Warrent Officer) or aim and strive for a conversion to AMO (Air Maintenance Officer) at the same time studying a degree in Engineering which is related to my work? I'm convicted to go for the aim.

I think if I never give a TRY to go OCS and pass out as an Officer, this might be my biggest regret in my life. It's my dream and I ought to give a try right? I'm troubled but God say

1"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God^[a]; trust also in me (Jesus)." John 14:1

Things I can't foresee, lots of possibililty. These troubled me. Perhaps God wants me to learn another level of trust? Let me then "试试看，做做看，一定行!" Haha.

Jedidiah; 11:43 PM